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fluid
mother-bringing hips
sway across the
earthy floor:
    what makes you a boy
    in the first place?
you dance so well that
she rises from the dirt
and the question is
never asked again.
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Literature
pedestal
three-hundred clouds:
i count them across
your spine. (wondering,
naturally, when exactly
it was that you became
the sky).
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Literature
8-10
purple spine:
i waver
while the AC
spits heat back
into my eyes.
it is now
11PM:
the car wheezes
and i itch
to take us both
into the fray.
the dark
admits sheepishly
in his slouched,
unforgiving form
that i am indeed
the only
late night shift(er)
he can't help but
touch all over.
he holds me close
through the drive,
promising not to
let me go
and
his chapped lips
release a choked whisper
at the base of my throat
that shakes
the whole damn road.
mother mother earth
rejects us helplessly
while we stumble further
into his own shadow.
(so... i grab onto
his coat lapels
and silence him
with consent that
draws us into a
sad, desperate
embrace -- the
           dirt stutters
           against the wind,
           greying into a grave.)
   bruised blue
   backbone:
        it is now
        12AM and i am
        his ghost.
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  • Listening to: one last time by james young
  • Reading: bad drarry fanfiction
  • Drinking: orange juice af
i really wish i was more active on DA - but i barely remember to get to work and school on time as it is. lately, my depersonalization/disociation spells have been longer and very immersive (is that a word? who knows tbh).

i'm in new york, finally!! i've been waiting to come home since i moved. it's kind of scary because since i'm here now, it's almost like i was never gone in the first place. like, the last six months don't even feel real, which is kind of fcking with my dpdr a ton.

anyways, i wrote a lot of poetry on the plane ride here and i'll probably post it tomorrow because i really need sleep. along with a lot of pictures i've taken and some candid pics from when Aurelious-Auria and i took her guinea pig to a resturaunt and bookstore.

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rtas13524 Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
thx for the fave! 
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sspeak Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2014  Student Writer
you're very welcome!
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Thank you for :+fav:ing, lovely! :heart:
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